Oceans

 

 

I didn't realize that I had fallen asleep until she tugged on my sleeve a little while later, staring in amazement through the window at the billowing clouds below.

 

"It’s beautiful!  And you can even see the ocean, so far below us!" she said, face pressed against the glass.  I looked past her and noticed that the wings were moving, ever so slightly, and it made me feel a little nervous, even though I knew that it was totally normal.  When I was a kid I pretended that really heavy turbulence was just the wings of the plane flapping, getting us to wherever it was we were traveling to a lot faster.  I’d seen too many newsreels since then of plane crashes - and even though it defied logic, I felt the sinking in my stomach that comes with deep-seated fear.  I remembered having the same feeling from being at altitude on the Eiffel tower in Paris. Aren't we all afraid when it is time to soar?